Distraction

I had never missed a change in my life before tonight. I'm all amped up now that I have. It sucks because I don't like to allow myself to fuck up, and I felt like an amateur and an idiot. I'm always harder on myself than I am on anyone else, and it's really in the larger scheme of things a small issue, but it'll take a while to calm down and relax about this. I leave for Hawai'i in two days and I haven't even done the laundry necessary to go. I am getting all of the costumes together for the 1 night remount of Dumb Waiter and I am trying to scrounge up work for the rest of....well, life actually. Shit.
Also, I have just realized that Sarah Elizabeth is in the audience tonight to see the show so that she can see the changes. And now she's missed that one. Oops. What an asshole.

that is all.